im completely stressed up. i know i shouldnt be wasting time on here since i dont have enough time to complete what i should be doing. but i need a break and i really do. i gonna complain here. complained to chowfei already and its not enough for me. im having a huge workload which i cant take it. im physically and mentally tired. i need to complete econs reflections plus read up on test, geo essay which consists of 25m and i dont have the article at all while others have? and gp research plus the book which is like super thick? whats more theres maths tutorial.. i dont even know the basics of that chapter not even a SINGLE thing and expects me to do the tutorial by mon? plus 2 geo projects to do. all these, except for the projects, have to be handed in on mon. which means i need to complete during this two days. AHH im REALLY going to be CRAZY. its not that difficult, its just i dont know A THING at all yet i have to do it. do you know how it feels? im like going to cry. ): and im lost. so lost that i dont know what i should do.

i find it hard to adapt thou. danceworks semi-finals on 26feb. and its like a month away and we need to practice a lot. i dont know if i should be happy about this. i feel theres no life now. everyday's work. i wanna go for a swim. but its gonna take up my time. ahhhhh. kill me.